~frag1le

It has become obvious to the me, the pessimist, that I can't do anything xDD I can't write well, can't draw... Can't sing, but, hey, that last thing is fine with me xD I love turturing my mom with my... beeeeautiful voice xDD She loves it, too xDD Eh xD

Well... Uh... For those who care, I... well, the best way do describe it is to say that I' in school, like the swedish college xD But not quite xD Well, I study art. We get to draw and sculp alot. And I'm so mad xD 'Cause all the other students in my class are SO GOOD Dx And I SUCK Dx I have no imagination and no skills at all! It's terrible, being surrounded by all these talented people v__v I hate that xD I like everything else, but... no xD I can't stand to not belong there xD I feel emo now xD But I like it :'D

Oh, so. Hello.

Long time since I updated this journalk, wooh.
Well, I'm back and not planning on going anywhere xD

Well, that was my fifteen minutes xD

..that's me! : D

No, but.. I think I'm the only one that's HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY right now, o.o
Ah, neko-chan's too, but.. You guys don't know her ^_^
I've started to act really strange, just because I'm happy now, I'm usually not.
Good things seem to be happening now. Well, not all good, like.. Well, things I shouldn't mention, I guess

And, yes, I'm happy, right. Annoingly happy.
I'm in love ^____^
IT'S OFFICIAL XD

And, yes, I know my english sucks, but, please.. It's not my first language, so..
Don't complain [but if you do, do it quietly]

I hope it does. So much bad things have happened now and I'm so worried about.. everyone. I wish you all to get better. These are people I love and I really want to keep believing that it'll work out.

And, 'Grandma', I see her almost everyday. I think I do. Driving the car, out in 'town' for a silent walk around our block.. It's.. Terrible when I realize it's not her. In reality she passed away a couple of onths ago. All of this is having a huge effect on me. I don't really know how I should handle it.
So, please forgive me for my mood swings, it's really meant to be personal.

I'm not not love. It's CRAZY. I.. I'm happy for me x'D

And, you, my best friend, you're the only one who knows and it seems you're the only one who really cares. My promise for this year, I bet you know what it is, love. I PROMISE I'll keep it. I won't ever do it again. I want to make you proud, Sweetie <33
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